May 10, 2013
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Day 05- 30 day challenge
A time you thought about ending your life
Wow a really dark question to have to answer.
I’d be lying if I said I never thought about it but even these dark thoughts scare me. And like anyone, it’s when you hit rock bottom that it makes you think “that’s it for me”.
I remember when I had to deal with a breakup with a bf when I was about 17 years of age… (he was a horrid bf anyway) and the feeling that I felt back then was truly unbearable. But it also made me realize that life wasn’t worth giving up over a boy. There were going to be more boys to cry over, so I was determined to get over it.
But even when I have hit rock bottom (and there have been so many dark times), I’ve always thought about the effects that it would have on my family and my friends.
i really urge people who can’t get the horrible “i need to die” thoughts and best to seek help, even if it means talking to someone, even a stranger to get pass the dark times..
It might sound corny, but it does eventually get better.
