January 18, 2013

• 2013 looks bleak

  Today, has perhaps been the worst day in my life.

  From the moment I found out the truth, I wished I had been dreaming or that someone had been extremely and utterly wrong.

  I shed a lot of tears but put on the bravest face I knew and tried to hold it together… because i didnt want to scare everybody around me.

   

  Im not sure whats worse, sitting around trying to find out what’s wrong or finding out what’s wrong and dealing with it.

   

  To me, it seems like 2013 is going to be a significantly tough year for us ahead..

  I’m shit scared, I don’t know if I have the courage to stand tough but I have to, our lives will change forever…

  there will be a lot of tears to be cry, frustration, and angst..

  i wish it wasn’t so… but we need to fight this battle together…

   

  because we can’t let the cancer win.

   

   

  i dont like losing battles… i need to be strong to support the one i love so much fight this through and get better.

   

  please pray for us.

   

   

   

   

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